Day 4
Posted: Wed May 30, 2012 5:30 pm
Just finished stepping stone 4, kind of a continuation of yesterday. I haven’t really done an in depth look at my-self /my life but on a superficial level I have forgiven myself. As for forgiving others I have to say that I feel as though there are more things I need to forgive myself for than I need to forgive others. On the surface I really find it much easier to forgive others than to forgive myself & I really don’t hold on to grudges. Again, I really haven’t gone in depth on this subject, yet. One area that I will probably need to look at is my early years. As I stated in an early post (day 1): I’m overly sensitive & naïve. Those coupled with my anger got me into A LOT of trouble in my life (especially in grade school). There was a lot of turmoil in my household growing up & in my teens my parents went thru a separation then divorced. This was the beginning of my trip down the wrong path. I’m sure as I move on in this program & in my relationship with the Lord that these issues will all be resolved. God Bless