Day 1.
Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 2:27 pm
Hi first day, scared and excited at the same time. I want to learn more about my issues with the Lords help. I feel alone and so lost with my husband and family. I know that with more faith that I can feel better and have peace. I don't know where to go. I talk to Him everyday and pray but not sure if I am doing it right. I'm angry and agitated with everything around me and I don't know why. I yell at everything and my tone sounds like I I mad all the time that when someone ask me if I am mad it makes me agitated. I must be crazy. Then I pray or talk to friend and my mind calms. After I talk to a friend I pray and feel better for a bit. I want to feel at peace in my house to have fun with my children and to have a conversation with my husband without feeling irritated. This is the first day and I hope to feel peace and have more faith and hope in Him that He hears me. I need to let go and let Him heal me. I do not know how to let go but hopefully I can learn.