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My family are into the occult. I suffer from depression and alcohol abuse. I would like Jesus to deliver me completely. I have kids I cannot see and would like to spend time with them. My family are freemasons that love to commit incest. They kidnapped me some time ago and put me in prison twice for crimes I did not commit. I've been shot, stabbed, beaten into unconscienceness, left for brain dead, hung, raped and drowned. I drink because I am very depreseed and sad about all the junk they put me through. They've made up the worst lies about me and try to get everyone I'm involved with to hate me. They pray to and worship satan with all their hearts. I cannot talk to my kids because I tell them the truth about Jesus and His sacrifice. I've been begging Jesus to deliver me and heal my heart completely. My wife died awhile ago and I want to have a heart attack or get killed just so I can be with her. I want and need help to quit being depressed and to have a real life again especially with my children. They beat me into unconscienceness and electrocuted my brain to make me forget about all of them and kept me awake with their drugs and told me lies over and over again. I have been tortured and tried rejoicing about it like the apostles. I think the rapes made me demon possessed and I want all them nasty sprits gone from my life.

Ok, I can see you are reaching out for help and you have come to the right place. At the moment, I don't have any really good advise for you, but let me get some answers for you and I'll be back.

Hang in there, don't let go and keep praying!

GBU

Hi mdanz and welcome to Oasis! So glad you here.

I just want to start off saying that you are in the right place, at the right time, and you are not alone.

My Brother in Jesus,

Believe that you are not alone. I know you feel as though you are, but our Father has never left you, nor will He. He led you here to find the healing and truth you are seeking. The battle in your mind is tormenting you, and there are so many things the Lord wants to do within you and through you, but youve been unable to see them thus far.

My brother, there is nothing the Lord cant do. He gives us tools such as this CCCC program to speak truth into our broken lives. There is also a forum for those of us who have addictions such as drugs and alcohol called Real Solututions that He uses to speak to us.

I cant imagine going through the things you have been through. I do know that God has promised that He makes all things good for them who are called and love Him. ALL things...meaning, all the horrible times in your life...He will bring something good from all of that. There was a member here who has gone Home to be with the Lord who was also abused in the same ways you were by her family, who were satanists. The Lord wrapped His arms around her and spoke life and freedom from her past into her heart. She gave her heart to Him...I cant describe the utter joy she felt when she found that no matter what had been done to her...no matter what lies the enemy told her, the TRUTH was far different from what she had known her whole life. The same is true for you.

Take this one day at a time...know you arent alone. God has led you here. There is Hope. There is healing. One step at a time, let the Lord show you His truths about how He sees you and what He wants to do in your life..and THROUGH your life and experiences.

We will walk every step with you..and He is with you.

Im praying for you, as so many here will be.

His perfect will be done in your life, my brother in Jesus.

In Him,
luv momo

Welcome to Oasis!
I am a recovering alcoholic/addict.
I have a choice each day as you do. Which master do we choose to serve.
I've been to prison 3 times also. I've OD/'d and been shot.
Today is a new day. Put the past behind you.
You are in the right place to get help.
Hoping we meet chat or in forums.

GBU

Real

Hello mdanz12345

Just keep comming back brother , it'll get better .



In Christ , our Lord
vahn

Hi mdanz,

I just want to add my voices to the others who told you that you have come to the right place here. I have no doubt that you will receive plenty of love and support here amongst God's people.

You have experienced the sorts of hardships that most people are fortunate enough not to have to, yet you are still holding on to the hope given us by Jesus, when others of lesser faith might begin to seriously question their faith in God.

At this point I don't think it would be a good idea for me to say too much, other than that you will have the prayers of many from this online community, and that it is naturally vital that you continue to pray on this as regularly as possible.

Also, for what it's worth, I suggest you read the first chapter of James, parts of which you might find will speak to you about your trials and sufferings. And never forget that what is utterly impossible for humans is absolutley possible for God.

God bless you, and keep coming back.

Healing comes softly over time. One step at a time.

I to felt demon possessed cause of what was done to me. I think it was oppression.

Keep crawling to the alter and pouring your heart out to Him. He hears you and is working in your life. He will make all things new. Just keep on keeping on. One day at a time is how I take it. Sometimes one moment at a time.

Be patient with yourself and treat yourself well. Be kind and gentle to your body, mind, and soul. It belongs to the Lord as you were purchased with a price. God won't leave you here. He will continue the good work He has already begun with in you.

Praising God helps as well. The angels love worship music.