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i think i finally begin to understand what i have been doing. it has always been my choice to get angry or blame others or say the things ive said. and also the things i said to Becky. i understand now that yes the sin is always there. but i CHOOSE to give in to that. it has been my choice and it has been the wrong ones over and over. from this point on i am going to try and i know that i will begin to choose the other path the right path the one that the Lord wants me to be on. i will do this for myself my relationship with the Lord and for Becky. i have asked for her forgivness and recieved it. and i have now begun to forgive myself. i have an anger, emotional control and immaturity problems and i am selfish. i can see that and now i will change that.

Breaking patterns of behavior that we've allowed to have their way in our lives takes practice. When you mess up and fall into these patterns get up and keep trying, again and again until you've mastered controlling them. Immediately ask for forgiveness from those you hurt and from the Lord then walk in grace. God is good to extend grace quickly. Humans are not so good at that but we are just....human. Rely on Him. He wants to walk this walk with you.