journal day 1
Posted: Sat Dec 17, 2011 11:02 ami find myself thinking about this 14 day step process quite a lot. i pray that it will show me things that i never knew before. step 1 already has i think.its only 11 in the morning and yet i find myself missing her already but this time it gives me some hope. she came over yesterday to get some things to take back to where she is now living and stayed for a few hours. tears were made again, but this time we talked. i showed her what im doing on this site with the wonderful people and counselors that are here. i showed her that i am trying that i will fight for her and for myself so that i am a better man and a man in God. i know others will be reading this so i ask that if there is anything that you know of that would help me work on my anger and work on keeping my emotions are a more mature and appropiate public level please send them to me i will look in to them and pray. please keep your thoughts and prayers for myself and my love as we work through this and i work to become a man that she needs and i need to be thank you.
Keep on going in the steps.. u will be amazed. I will keep you in my prayers, that all works out as God's will in your life. God Bless You! 