Delicate danty Day 9
Posted: Fri Jul 22, 2011 7:26 pm
I think it is so awesome that 40 is a special number in the bible because 40 is a special number to me. 40 is how old I am and how old I was when I decided to let go and let God. I thank God for his Love and Grace. I learned today that I need to focus on the things that I want not things I dont want. Like I want to be a better Christian I am not going to focus on the fact that I dont want to fail as a Christian. I have positive things or sayings around me I just neglect to read them. I dont know why I dont take the time to read them. They inspire me when I do. I am still working on changing habits that is part of my miracle grow chart and that is going pretty well. I dont know about this habit chart I am afraid I would spend more time buying paper right now. I still have alot of weeds that I am working on that make the habit chart seem like it would be impossible. I will try it because everything else I have done for my garden has been making it come out healthy. Besides I am sure we all have habits we would like to change. At least I hope so. We also discussed the power of prayer and how blessed we are when we pray together. I cannot stress enough how true this is. We are a close knit family here and we pray for each other like no other. At the end of each Journal I ask you to pray for me and I will continue to. If you have been following along with my story I have told you about my eboyfriend stalking me. I got a protective order, I followed Pine's advice about how to be safe, and I asked for your prayers. I know that y'all have been praying because I have seen him twice now in public (and I know he has not have time to have been served his papers) and he was not violent. I know this is only by the grace of God and because of your prayers. This does not mean I am going to let my guard down, but I just wanted to say Thank You and since we studied the power of prayer I thought it important to share that power of prayer with you. So again Thank You. Please continue to pray for me as this Cinderella works for her crown.