Stepping stone Day 1
Posted: Sat Jun 18, 2011 7:01 pm
I am extremely embarrassed & deeply regret some text content between me and another man. We exchanged photos and I deeply regret this stupid idiotic act....It's sad b/c If I'm honest...I keep wondering what the heck he must think of me? Now, he sees a side of me that was extremely not a "good girl" image...and this is PRIDE. Another regret is that I am married to a wonderful man who loves me dearly and If he knew of my behavior, he would be extremely disgusted and sad...
One good thing is that I see now..that I truly need HELP! My Lord, What the Heck have I done? How did I get to this point in my life? What was I THINKING???? Why do I crave this attention from another man? I want to be content and satisfied with what I have. I want freedom from inner turmoil and pain that leads me to sinful behavior...a vicious cycle of fantasies since I was a little girl..an escape to try and feel better....but it only makes me feel small in the end.
My God, please set me free from the lies and deceptions from the enemy and myself.
One good thing is that I see now..that I truly need HELP! My Lord, What the Heck have I done? How did I get to this point in my life? What was I THINKING???? Why do I crave this attention from another man? I want to be content and satisfied with what I have. I want freedom from inner turmoil and pain that leads me to sinful behavior...a vicious cycle of fantasies since I was a little girl..an escape to try and feel better....but it only makes me feel small in the end.
My God, please set me free from the lies and deceptions from the enemy and myself.