John's journal...day 2
Posted: Fri Jun 03, 2011 8:02 pm
Well I went to my garden today and looked and all I can say is thank God that the door opens outward or I would not have been able to push my way in ! Seriously though as I thought about all of this i was amazed to see the lies that I have let into my mind and believed. When I look at some of the they are totally ridiculous and I can't believe I fell for them but I guess if you think about anything long enough it becomes your truth. Looking at it now i know i would never have believed any of these things if someone came right out and said, for example, God doesn't love you. Or your life has no purpose; or any other of the major weeds i have identified to remove first. The first lie in history began with a question: "Did God really say..." I think that how all this got started in me so many years ago and Satan has been doing this for a long time. When I saw these lies as opposed to the truth today i can't tell you what a sense of relief I had as i knew that God does love me and He does forgive me and I am saved for all eternity, and I do have a god Given purpose, and my children do love me and I am going to be all right.
Those are the seeds i planted in place of the weeds I pulled today.
Those are the seeds i planted in place of the weeds I pulled today.