Day 4
Posted: Sat Nov 27, 2010 12:19 am
Today's walk on the Path was very enlightening for me. I realized that some people I thought I had forgiven, in fact, I have not really forgiven at all. To forgive is to forget and there are some things in my life that I haven't forgotten even though they happened a long time ago, it's like it just happened yesterday. I realize now that I still harbor some unforgiving feelings deep inside against the person who sinned against me. I don't want that. I want to be usable by God in the capacity in which He desires. I now wonder how much unforgiveness of myself and others have strongly contributed to my depressed state?
This stepping stone has shown me how I forgive some people and it is very conditional and not actually forgiving at all. I just seem to forgive some parts while retaining others. I understand that in order for God to forgive me, first I must TRULY forgive others as well as myself.
My Prayer:
Dear God,
Please help me to forgive others of the sins they have committed against me and forgive myself so that we BOTH may be used for Your plans.
In Jesus Name, AMEN
This stepping stone has shown me how I forgive some people and it is very conditional and not actually forgiving at all. I just seem to forgive some parts while retaining others. I understand that in order for God to forgive me, first I must TRULY forgive others as well as myself.
My Prayer:
Dear God,
Please help me to forgive others of the sins they have committed against me and forgive myself so that we BOTH may be used for Your plans.
In Jesus Name, AMEN