day 12 the path
Posted: Tue Oct 05, 2010 10:55 pm
I am very discouraged today. Some problems just get me down. I have felt lonely today and wanted attention from places I dont need. I wishI did not miss that ....I fell in love with things I shouldn't have and I hate that. I have prayed for strength and for focus to keep me on the right path.
My step today was about falling down and I have. I was doing so well last week and then I went back into some old habits and now the hurt is back. many of the verses talked about how I am being deceived and how satan makes everything look so good when it is all a lie. I know these things but I have trouble turning my back on it even tho I know I should. I do want to be in Gods graces and in his will. I will pick myself up and keep going. I want to want the right things in my life (if that makes any sense). Please continue to pray that God will show me his TRUTH and give me joy in Godly things and take away the want for the sinful things in my life.
My step today was about falling down and I have. I was doing so well last week and then I went back into some old habits and now the hurt is back. many of the verses talked about how I am being deceived and how satan makes everything look so good when it is all a lie. I know these things but I have trouble turning my back on it even tho I know I should. I do want to be in Gods graces and in his will. I will pick myself up and keep going. I want to want the right things in my life (if that makes any sense). Please continue to pray that God will show me his TRUTH and give me joy in Godly things and take away the want for the sinful things in my life.