feeling down
Posted: Sun Jun 06, 2010 9:53 pm
Last Thursday I seen something that I wish I would have never seen. I was on my way home and I witnessed a women hit a guy with her car. She was trying to pull out of a parking lot and the guy was standing in the middle of the road waiting to cross. The women pulled out and hit the dude and I saw him get slammed into the windshield and throne in the air then land on the street. I stoped my car and blocked traffic from hitting him again and thats all I knew of what to do. Four other people were calling 911 but nobody was really trying to help him. I didn't know what to do so I helped direct traffic tell the police arrived. I felt so helpless. I prayed for the man right there at the scene but he ended up dieing two hours latter from head injuries. I have never seen anything like that before and it still bothers me. Then came this weekend. It was nothing but anger all around me. My wife was upset because of the hours she has to work and because she had to work Saturday then today we went to the laundry matt and I got acused of stealing cloths from the drier that someone had left unattended. Then we get home and my sister is over and fighting with my mom and my stepdad. (the wife and I rent an apartment upstairs from them). Plus my sister was fighting with one of her friends and having some other problems. THe best part of the day was when my sister and I went out fishing and God cleared the sky and set us up in a good spot to fish. We were reeling them in one after another.
I have been going to the same church for a while now and I still don't feel much of a connection with the people there. I have met a couple of folks but I still am not meeting anyone to hang out with or do bible study with. I have been working the A.A. program and I even have an A.A. sponsor but something just doesn't feel right there either. I understand that there will be down days from time to time, I just hate it when they come around. It can be really depressing at times.
All in all I am still hanging in there. I am still pressing on and fighting. God is still good and I know that He still loves me.
Peace and love
God bless
Bluebird
I have been going to the same church for a while now and I still don't feel much of a connection with the people there. I have met a couple of folks but I still am not meeting anyone to hang out with or do bible study with. I have been working the A.A. program and I even have an A.A. sponsor but something just doesn't feel right there either. I understand that there will be down days from time to time, I just hate it when they come around. It can be really depressing at times.
All in all I am still hanging in there. I am still pressing on and fighting. God is still good and I know that He still loves me.
Peace and love
God bless
Bluebird