Calling Saints for Prayer
Posted: Tue May 11, 2010 9:30 pm[/b]
Saints I need your prayers. I am in Chrsitianity Oasis Christian Counseling right now for healing and deliverance. It is awesome!--but I still need your prayers.
I have a lot going on in my life right now from feeling lonely, rejected, scorned, conspired against and lied upon. Once I totally committed myself to JESUS it felt like all broke lose against me. I know that all of us is fighting a Spiritual Warfare but mines as others appears to be extremely rough.
I read a lot of your posting and I have responded to one myself about loneliness. I have been having my one on one time with the HOLY SPIRIT to take care of the loneliness but the name calling I seem to be getting bothers me and I need your prayers for this. You see, I speak up and out a lot about the TRUTH and this seems to have angried a lot of people. Yes, I will say that in the beginning I might NOT have said things in a loving way as the FATHER has command us to do but my mistake is in the past and I have asked my FATHER for forgiveness and HE has done this, therefore I must move forward.
Now, to tell my story and to make it short as possible (smile)-- I m being called names (evil names) and rejected by most, including my neighbors (this hurts) because one of my neighbors has known me for years and I do believe he started some of this (I could be wrong but let me put it like this--he doesn't speak or rarley speaks and check this out--we belong to the same church). I barely go to the church now and I do most of my studing at home & online. I listen to my pastor via internet or via television for fear of name calling. Yes, I have visited other churches in my town but a story is behind this also. I will give you a quick overview.
OVEVIEW: I visited this one church --Husband & Wife-- were Pastors. She (the wife) asked me to stand up and introduce myself and tell what church I was from and etc., (small churches usually do this) she didn't like the church I told her I was attending and she stated in front of the whole congregation--"It's it good to worship with people that look just like you." Well, since I know and love the LORD--my answer was---"It's it good that JESUS died to save the world from sin and their skin color doesn't matter." Why did I say that? My troubles started and I was no longer welcome there and it was made very clear. This has happen to me many times. I go to a chruch or function for fellowship to learn (peacefully) and They start asking me questions but they do not like my response. Most of these church going people immediately thinks I am some sort of Teacher or some type of Bibical Scholar or something (I wonder why?). I don't know why but this is what I get when I visit most churches or function. They feel very uncomfortable with me from the time I walk thru the doors--Do I need deliverance? If so, please pray for me--I accept all prayers that has my best interest at heart.
Back to the story: Now, What a name I have made for myself in this town and my neighborhood. Not all, but a lot of people in this town think and say evil things about me and it bothers me a little. I feel uncomfortable going to the grocery store, to the mail box, and etc., and I am trying to shake this feeling because I know it is a trick of the enemy. Yes, I keep on going but I get the "down feeling" a lot and I try to quickly change my thoughts and it works most of the times but often I spend a lot of time crying about what happen. I keep praying and asking the HOLY SPIRIT to comfort me; which HE does plus HE relaxes me but I get all worked up and have to start all over again. This is why I am asking for the Saints' Prayers. My LORD tells me where two or three is gather together in HIS name there HE is in the mix. He also talks about us (Saints) If we agree about anything on earth it is done in heaven according to his perfect Will & Plan. Pray for me Saints.
The town that I live in is not tiny but small enough for words to get around. I am hurting but I am pressing on. It sure would be nice to have the support & prayers of other True Chirstians. Again, I know that this is a trick of the enemy to make me give up and trun back but I refuse. I need prayer for courage, strength, a renewed mind and Christian Fellowship. Right now, I hardly have any true Christian Fellowhip and my soul longs for this and the aquaintances I know, often depends on me to help them.
Thank you in advance for your prayers and responses.
Fieldofflowers
Saints I need your prayers. I am in Chrsitianity Oasis Christian Counseling right now for healing and deliverance. It is awesome!--but I still need your prayers.
I have a lot going on in my life right now from feeling lonely, rejected, scorned, conspired against and lied upon. Once I totally committed myself to JESUS it felt like all broke lose against me. I know that all of us is fighting a Spiritual Warfare but mines as others appears to be extremely rough.
I read a lot of your posting and I have responded to one myself about loneliness. I have been having my one on one time with the HOLY SPIRIT to take care of the loneliness but the name calling I seem to be getting bothers me and I need your prayers for this. You see, I speak up and out a lot about the TRUTH and this seems to have angried a lot of people. Yes, I will say that in the beginning I might NOT have said things in a loving way as the FATHER has command us to do but my mistake is in the past and I have asked my FATHER for forgiveness and HE has done this, therefore I must move forward.
Now, to tell my story and to make it short as possible (smile)-- I m being called names (evil names) and rejected by most, including my neighbors (this hurts) because one of my neighbors has known me for years and I do believe he started some of this (I could be wrong but let me put it like this--he doesn't speak or rarley speaks and check this out--we belong to the same church). I barely go to the church now and I do most of my studing at home & online. I listen to my pastor via internet or via television for fear of name calling. Yes, I have visited other churches in my town but a story is behind this also. I will give you a quick overview.
OVEVIEW: I visited this one church --Husband & Wife-- were Pastors. She (the wife) asked me to stand up and introduce myself and tell what church I was from and etc., (small churches usually do this) she didn't like the church I told her I was attending and she stated in front of the whole congregation--"It's it good to worship with people that look just like you." Well, since I know and love the LORD--my answer was---"It's it good that JESUS died to save the world from sin and their skin color doesn't matter." Why did I say that? My troubles started and I was no longer welcome there and it was made very clear. This has happen to me many times. I go to a chruch or function for fellowship to learn (peacefully) and They start asking me questions but they do not like my response. Most of these church going people immediately thinks I am some sort of Teacher or some type of Bibical Scholar or something (I wonder why?). I don't know why but this is what I get when I visit most churches or function. They feel very uncomfortable with me from the time I walk thru the doors--Do I need deliverance? If so, please pray for me--I accept all prayers that has my best interest at heart.
Back to the story: Now, What a name I have made for myself in this town and my neighborhood. Not all, but a lot of people in this town think and say evil things about me and it bothers me a little. I feel uncomfortable going to the grocery store, to the mail box, and etc., and I am trying to shake this feeling because I know it is a trick of the enemy. Yes, I keep on going but I get the "down feeling" a lot and I try to quickly change my thoughts and it works most of the times but often I spend a lot of time crying about what happen. I keep praying and asking the HOLY SPIRIT to comfort me; which HE does plus HE relaxes me but I get all worked up and have to start all over again. This is why I am asking for the Saints' Prayers. My LORD tells me where two or three is gather together in HIS name there HE is in the mix. He also talks about us (Saints) If we agree about anything on earth it is done in heaven according to his perfect Will & Plan. Pray for me Saints.
The town that I live in is not tiny but small enough for words to get around. I am hurting but I am pressing on. It sure would be nice to have the support & prayers of other True Chirstians. Again, I know that this is a trick of the enemy to make me give up and trun back but I refuse. I need prayer for courage, strength, a renewed mind and Christian Fellowship. Right now, I hardly have any true Christian Fellowhip and my soul longs for this and the aquaintances I know, often depends on me to help them.
Thank you in advance for your prayers and responses.
Fieldofflowers
as it sounds like you could use one. 
I have now finish my Christian Counseling and has moved on to Many Called Few Chosen. I took the test and it was awesome!
I no longer feel alone--Glory Be To GOD! Although I am sure that I will be rejected, despised, and conspired against but this means I have picked up my cross and is following JESUS!
thanks to all your prayers and words of encouragement but remember all the credit goes God!