journal day 12
Posted: Thu Oct 22, 2009 10:32 am
Boy can I relate to this step. It was just not to long ago that I had to brush off the tons of dirt that was on me when I fell. You know what, I am glad that I did. I've come to learn that if I sit around in selfpity and I don't move on I feal angry, I feal like I could care less about anything. That is not something I enjoy because the next thing I know I am doing other things and then more sin and more sin. That life is gone now thanks to Jesus. Also thanks to My oasis family. THANK YOU.
After every failure I always would get this voice in my head telling me that God no longer will forgive me because of my many failures. I use to by into that like I almost did a while back ago. I know it is the devil because he is loosing me and his upset.TO BAD
Jesus is comeing soon and there is still a lot of people out there who don't know Him and what He has done for them. I want to help plant seeds but I can only do that if I don't give up every time I mess up.
Father thank you for forgiven me after all my failures.