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[SEMPERFIDELUS8403]

i dint have timeta post yestarday so.......... if my mind isa garden then thar int nutn but weeds in it...... i try not to thank at much cus it jus reminds mea how much i hate bein alive. my life int at bad, it jus feels like itll nevar end... jus sitnear doin the same ol thang day aftar day aftar day. i nevar do nethang interestin..... i work, n i sit at the house mainly. caint go nowhar hardly cus my truck proly wont make it. jus feels like evarythangs goin down hill. i got no tallents.....nutn. im jus stuck, life feels like a prison, ats all it is nemore. im sicka it

[mlg]

Hey semper Glad to see you posting day 2 and it's ok it's a day later...do the program in your time...as you are led...everyone is different with their scheduling...the main thing is to just follow through til you reach the end.

Semper you say your life isn't bad...but it feels like it will never end...well that tells me that you don't have JOY in living...and that is what Jesus wants to offer to you...

See you can sit at home day in and day out...and do nothing special...or you can take something God has given you...and use it...and that is a computer and Christianity Oasis. Semper there are so many souls here that need someone to just sit and talk to and if you choose to do so...you can be a helping hand to someone who is lonely and feels that life isn't worth going through...

Life doesn't have to feel like a prison. There is a door standing wide open for you to walk through...how about stepping up to it and taking a look at the outside...

Keep doing the steps. Pull some of those weeds my friend...that way we can start planting some seeds of goodness...goodness that you deserve

luv ya

[SEMPERFIDELUS8403]

ive nevar had joy....... ive always known from the earliest memories i got at im gointa burn in hell, then in the lakea fire fer eternity...... trus me if i culd sit onear n tryin help i wuld, but im limited in the amounta time i cin spend onear. id loveta help sum1...... but i int gotn nutn ta offar. caint find the door........ its 2 black in my soul ta find at

[momof3]

hey semp, bro. sounds to me like the enemy has been after you, convincing you from your earliest memories that you were gonna burn in hell. If there wasnt hope for you my friend, you wouldnt be here..He would not have led you here..nor would you be concerned about it, nor would you care if you had something to offer someone..nor would you even care to share that you dont feel you do. Jesus died for you. He loves you. Nothing you have done is too much for Him to forgive..even if its anger you holding against Him. He knows, but He is calling you to see you the way He sees you. Are you going to take a chance on the chance that you may be wrong in your thinking? Take the steps here, bro. See what the truth is.

with you all the way, bro, as the Lord allows.

in Jesus,
luv momo

[mlg]

Hey semper...you believe you have nothing to offer...therefore it is true...but...what I believe is that you do have something to offer...I believe that it's just hidden deep inside...afraid to come out and see what can be done to help another....

I'm with momo semper...you are believing all the lies the enemy has told you for years and years...the nontruths....but you don't have to believe those semper...cuz they aren't true...God holds the answers...He knows the truth..and you are definitely here because God sees more in you than you see in you...give Him a chance to show you....

For someone who would love to help someone...well that right there tells me you are willing...and God likes willing...He will use your willingness...if you allow Him to.

Jesus luvs you very much and wants to show you just how much.

luv ya semper

[Dora]

Amen


Luv ya brother and friend.

[SEMPERFIDELUS8403]

i int angry at HIM. HE dint do nutn, i want worth protectn. i jus ont know what ta do nemore........ im gitn backta whar i was b4 i triedta end my worthless life. mosta the time i cin hide it, but im 2 tired righnow.... but im still tryin

[SEMPERFIDELUS8403]

i know i int got nutnta offar....... im jus me..... only place i cin make nethang closeta a friend is online, whar ppl cin jus hit the ignor button. im do my best ta not talk much nemore. ill jus watch...... n welcome ppl ta the room. ya i unta help ppl......... but at dunt mean i cain. ppl easily fergit what i say neway, if they even listen ta begin w/.

[mlg]

semper

I want you to know that my best friends are online....and I've made some great ones...and that's ok...because they are still friends...and I would like to be your friend....I hope to get to spend some time with ya in chat sometime soon....

And people do listen to ya...and I'm sure they don't easily forget what you say...I think welcoming people to chat is a great idea...and helping them feel comfortable...even better...

As for getting back to where you were...you know you don't have to go that direction...you can always turn around and come back home...

luv ya

[SEMPERFIDELUS8403]

my only friends er online. i talkta a few ppl in person, but ats only fer work or ata fire call. i do my best ta leave ppl alone. im sure they do.... i fergit what i say halfa the time.

[mlg]

I am just like you...I talk to people at work...and my friends are all online...but that's ok...cuz online friends are just as good....and I tend to stay to myself other than going to church...or doing something for my daughter for her school or family...etc.

But...Jesus is always a friend we can count on...no matter what...He wants to go everywhere with us...it's up to us to invite Him along.

luv ya

[deetu]

It was nice talking to you yesterday semper