Christianity Oasis Forum

[notjustanumber]

I am afraid that he will meet new people and have new experiences while he is gone and we will grow apart. It was supposed to be us growing old together and experiencing life together. I just pray that he doesn't forget about me and grow apart from me while he is in this rehab.

[deborahwarrior4god]

You know what i find terrifying... is that my husband has this whole second life I know so little about, that I don't understand. Here I thought I knew him so well, and now I feel like I don't at all. Honestly that may be the hardest thing for me, that he keeps his true self from me to the extent that he'll look me in the eye and lie so I won't know... and what I desperately want is to be close. I'm not sure how close that is to what you are saying, but that's what I thought about when I read your post