Love Dares

[Lionhearted]

[b][color=green]OH thank you Pine ... it IS good to be back !

...this is how my morning unfolded:

- paid the hydro bill and realized about all the money being gone

- went into extreme crying out to God; there is no way I can do this again;
- I don't understanding where You (God) are taking us and why;
- what are we supposed to do now for income
- why can't I say anything; why can't I say how unsafe if makes me feel when our finances turn out this way;
- I cannot live like this for another 20 years . I just can't.

- I continued ranting to God about all Darrell's faults with money and lack of control and blaming him for overspending our nest egg that was supposed last us for the next 6 months. I was sad, and unstable, and frustrated (furious, really) mostly angry though, you know that resentful, bitter anger because this money from our house was supposed pick up where his unemployment left off (which we only have 6 weeks left of)

- At this point I was out on the deck of our apartment, I was pacing (we've got a wrap around deck) and crying my guts out to God and all of a sudden it was just gone, and there was this settling

[Dora]

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Cool!


What a ride. When you step out in faith, God catches you.

I'd say that's no less a miracle than walking on water. God is good!

Thank you for sharing. What a blessing to hear what God has done and is doing in your life dear sister.

[Lionhearted]

lol ... oh good i'm glad you were able to 'catch' the emotional rollercoaster i was on yesterday morning .... at the time, i'm not so sure it was that great ... but after i stepped off the ride ... it felt awesome!!!

and btw, i was able to share it all with Darrell ... very kewl

ty for taking the time to read it pine ... i know it was a bit long. it encourages me, to know that i can encourage someone else!!

ttyl
robyn