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[megandee]

Boy, I have a lot on my mind! I have been working on these counseling steps on and off. They are very helpful and encouraging. The last month a have taken brakes in between steps. As I have stated several times, I don't take brake from God. I continue in my daily walk with Him thru prayer and Bible reading. I plan on doing this 14 day counseling again,when i finish. When I do it again, I plan on doing it 14 days straight.
Were do I begin? Well, I couldn't sleep tonight, because I have lots on my mind. I decided to look at the next counseling step. Very good idea.
See, God has been very good to me and provided me with a job at McDonalds a few weeks ago. I have been really enjoying it,and starting to make some much needed money. This last Thurs. i fell, and have a small fracture in my elbow. I haven't been able to work the last couple of days. Today I went to see the orthopedic, and i can only work for the next two weeks with just my left arm and hand. This will be hard with the type of work i do. my manager hasn't got back to me with any info. they also don't seem to be very concerned about my well being, when I talk to them. i am having thoughts like i should be looking for another job. IDK.
I'm also, feeling i little sorry for myself for being helpless.I know i have a lot to be thankful for,cause it could of been a lot worse. it will take about 10 weeks to heal. i only have to wear hard brace for two weeks,then do physical therapy. todays study was very good as always. I've always felt close to the Holy Spirit,but it was a great reminder that He is here with me and the great comforter. I know when I have these doubts in my head,and feeling sorry for myself it is spiritual warfare. Thank you Jesus that the Holy Spirit is all powerful and rules over evil spirit.
I had another weed that needs pulling. i'll try not to go into details for God knows them. I stopped to visit my aunt that i hadn't seen in a long time.It seems when i see her or her daughter i end up leaving feeling ill feelings toward them. I have concluded that I can love them lots without liking them lots. I love and pray for them as I know they love and pray for me. It's weird because we used to be so close. I pray that I won't judge them for only God has the right to do that. I wonder if it's ok not to spend a lot of time with them if i don't like the way i feel after I'm with? If any has spiritual advise please feel free to give it. ty
well, that pretty much helps me get things off my mind. Please pray that i only listen to the Holy Spirit, and trust God with all my heart and know He has a plan and is in control. Amen

[mlg]

Megan I luv ya sis.

Now, you are going through a little bit of a rough spell, but this shall pass. Don't give up and search for God's will in your decisions. He knows what He wants from you, and He knows what path He wants you to take.

Remember a fracture is temporary, but the decisions you make are for a lifetime. So don't worry, don't get depressed. Keep your head up and fight on.

I pray for your healing and God is thy Great Physician, and He can place His healing mercy on you.

Have an awesome day and take care.