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[ciny]

This is how i rember the last hours of my friend Tams life she had fought cancer for many years her boady was frail and wore out.
This i will never forget and i never shared this with anyone untill now I saw Tam out side i saw a bright light all around her and in her as if it was holding her up giving her the streanght to terry a little while longer,
I went out to talk to her we sat on the ground and talked for a while she told me she was going to die and she was ready to face it she wasnt sure if she would go to heaven she said she had Jesus in her heart but she did bad things so i asked her if she asked for forgiveness for them she said yes i told her then your are forgiven she you just have to belive she said how do i know he forgives her i told her to ask God to show her she is forgiven.she had to belive
This part i had a hard time with for along time still do she told me no one would release her so she could die she told me that she had been fighting
cancer cents she was 3 years old she was now 16 she said she was tired and wanted to die, she asked me if i would release her so she could die i told her i wanted her to stay hear but that was a selfish thing so i told her that i released her so she could die it was hard to say to her i choked on my tears i told Tam about a poem that my brother had on his wall that said if you love something set it free if it comes back to you it was ment for me to keep, i belived i would see her again,she told me she should be mad at me for releasing her but she wasnt i thik she was hurting from it,i know i was still am.just a week before i was thiking about a lady that gave me a bible she wrote in it i will meet you in the air,i thought about it again while i was talking to Tam,i told her i will meet you in the air,i was 14 years old back then, this is a precious memory and i saw God's mighty power in action holding up my friend being her strenght i could never explain the beauty of God i saw that day i was in aww and he used me to help her and she was helping me to see God as a God of love and strenght i was seeing God as mean and not a God of love and strength after that day i was thinking i was wrong about my fealings tword God. iam sure blessed to have met you Tam still love ya to.
the neat thing is you can still love the person affter they pass away

[Mackenaw]

Dearest Ciny thank you, thank you so much for sharing. It touched my heart deeply.

God bless and keep you.
Love,
Mack

[lizzie]

love and blessings to you sweet ciny. I bet your friend would be so proud of the amazing woman you have come to be and the way you honored her memory with that wonderful testimony. You will see her again

[ciny]

Mack and Lizzie
thaks for the love and supprt and kind words Love ya ciny