desperate
Posted: Sun Dec 30, 2012 1:29 pm
Hi guys!
I want to thank everyone for their prayers on my previous post. My health issues just seem to be getting worse. I'm having constant panic attacks and am afraid to go anywhere by myself. I can't go see my doctor for at least another week, because of a lapse in my insurance coverage. I have been going through the 14 day Christian counseling program on this site. Some of it is helpful, some of it confusing. I keep praying and praying for God to help me, but I just feel like he isn't listening! If God really has a purpose for me, why would he allow me to be like this? It's affecting every aspect of my life, I feel too dependent on my family and husband. I don't know what to do anymore. Just feel so guilty. I must have done something wrong and God is punishing me.
I want to thank everyone for their prayers on my previous post. My health issues just seem to be getting worse. I'm having constant panic attacks and am afraid to go anywhere by myself. I can't go see my doctor for at least another week, because of a lapse in my insurance coverage. I have been going through the 14 day Christian counseling program on this site. Some of it is helpful, some of it confusing. I keep praying and praying for God to help me, but I just feel like he isn't listening! If God really has a purpose for me, why would he allow me to be like this? It's affecting every aspect of my life, I feel too dependent on my family and husband. I don't know what to do anymore. Just feel so guilty. I must have done something wrong and God is punishing me.