Praise Report
Posted: Sat Apr 24, 2010 11:36 pmBefore I tell of my report to you all who encouraged me while under this attack. I first wanted to to give a word picture of how it feels to me when I am under these attacks.
It is like being surround by a pack of wolfs they are hunched in the back and their eyes are totally focus on looking for a weak spot, their teeth are bared looking for a way pass your defences. They wear you down with their nips at your legs and arms trying to take you off guard while another sneaks in for the kill.
you are out numbered and it is a deadly dance one that most do not surivie. It is a matter of time before they bring you down.
You would think after all the years I have faced in these kind of circimstances that I would not become off balanced. And it bothers me when I do. I a christian who understands spirit warfare, I am a seasoned warrior. yet i have these times when i feel like a new born babe in Jesus.
The devil has been attacking me on this. I almost did not write that post asking for prayer. I did not want anyone to know that I could not handle these circumstances. Pride is the down fall of many a good people.
I wrote it anyway. I cryed out anyway.
As soon as i had typed the last words people were posting to me. And as I read I felt like I was not alone and people joined me in that circle and had my back spiritually.
I could continue to breath, to stand, to fight I recovered my balance and felt streghten.
I was not alone and I have learned during this attack what the missing piece has been? I do not call out for help to others when I am under attack. I hold it in, I cry to my Father, and he has never let me down. But, by holding it in I have found it is so much harder, so much more angish to bear when you hold it in and let it eat at your enter most being.
Jesus is the answer and the deliver and he is ture to his word.
But, other christian sister and brothers are the physical arm of Jesus. Whether it is through touch, or word, or deed. I felt an army rise up in my defence. and I love each of you for it.
so now to tell you my praise report.
As I told the ele co. would not give me one more day. "Everyone has a story" but again I called my sister in law and told her what had happened.
She asked for the phone number to the ele company and my account number. She called and was going to pay the bill with a credit card, but they would not except her card, because her name was not on my account. But, before she hung up with the lady she said after she got off the phone with me she stuck her neck out and post poned the cut off until monday. ( The lady did not call me and tell me that) my sister in law called back and told me had until monday. I was praising God!!! and thinking about you guys. I do not think if i had not asked for prayer there would have been that much power to move that lady's heart. just talking to her I could feel the coldness in her.
My bill got paid!!!
and as for the man that owns the land, well that is still a work in progress.
My son is going to re-dig and place the line in the right tank. that is a start. while I was gone to Austin my yard grew up to waist high. and the riding lawn mower was broke. My son came today and mowed my yard so while I sit here on my computer at the kitchen table I can see a freshly cut yard. This was a thron in my side because it was just one more thing I could not do. I could not take care of it.
My friend who said they knew how to put down the sewer line called today. i told her about what she did and she told me well did you tell him to go to H---? I was shocked. This was my fault, why would I be angry with him? He has every right to be up set. And want it fixed. All she had to say was well what are you going to do? Which this is find she has always been that way. But I still love her.
I really did not except anything more out of her.
And my car, well I called the man and told him about everything. He told me he understood. My son kept his word and he paid the notes on my car friday that he was suppose to pay. so my car is now caught up too.
all these things started happening thursday evennoon and into friday. I was waiting to see if there would be something more I could tell yall about the sewer. But I will just have to give another praise report when the answer is revealed on that!
I have felt the pressure let up greatly but the devil has been harassing me about the sewer trying to make me worry. It has been like every other hour that pops into my head, what are you going to do about it.
Well the Holy Spirit revealed something to me just shortly ago.
everytime I think about the sewer, praise God for the reminder that he is in control and it is finished! He will and has already made the plans on the sewer problem to be solve, Praise God! So that is what I am doing.
Also the man that owes the land lives in Mo. so he has to drive here from there. i asked God to bless him and prosper him so much in his business that he would be so busy that he did not have time to worry about down here. Which would give more time to solve the sewer problem. either way it will be taken care of.
I also have applied for a program called dads, it is where my mother's medicaid pays for a caregiver which is me. Please keep this in your prayers that this will work out as well. That way I will be able to focus on my mama and still be able to pay my bills.
My God bless each of you wonder people. Thank you again for your prayers.
your sister in Jesus Christ
sandrad
It is like being surround by a pack of wolfs they are hunched in the back and their eyes are totally focus on looking for a weak spot, their teeth are bared looking for a way pass your defences. They wear you down with their nips at your legs and arms trying to take you off guard while another sneaks in for the kill.
you are out numbered and it is a deadly dance one that most do not surivie. It is a matter of time before they bring you down.
You would think after all the years I have faced in these kind of circimstances that I would not become off balanced. And it bothers me when I do. I a christian who understands spirit warfare, I am a seasoned warrior. yet i have these times when i feel like a new born babe in Jesus.
The devil has been attacking me on this. I almost did not write that post asking for prayer. I did not want anyone to know that I could not handle these circumstances. Pride is the down fall of many a good people.
I wrote it anyway. I cryed out anyway.
As soon as i had typed the last words people were posting to me. And as I read I felt like I was not alone and people joined me in that circle and had my back spiritually.
I could continue to breath, to stand, to fight I recovered my balance and felt streghten.
I was not alone and I have learned during this attack what the missing piece has been? I do not call out for help to others when I am under attack. I hold it in, I cry to my Father, and he has never let me down. But, by holding it in I have found it is so much harder, so much more angish to bear when you hold it in and let it eat at your enter most being.
Jesus is the answer and the deliver and he is ture to his word.
But, other christian sister and brothers are the physical arm of Jesus. Whether it is through touch, or word, or deed. I felt an army rise up in my defence. and I love each of you for it.
so now to tell you my praise report.
As I told the ele co. would not give me one more day. "Everyone has a story" but again I called my sister in law and told her what had happened.
She asked for the phone number to the ele company and my account number. She called and was going to pay the bill with a credit card, but they would not except her card, because her name was not on my account. But, before she hung up with the lady she said after she got off the phone with me she stuck her neck out and post poned the cut off until monday. ( The lady did not call me and tell me that) my sister in law called back and told me had until monday. I was praising God!!! and thinking about you guys. I do not think if i had not asked for prayer there would have been that much power to move that lady's heart. just talking to her I could feel the coldness in her.
My bill got paid!!!
and as for the man that owns the land, well that is still a work in progress.
My son is going to re-dig and place the line in the right tank. that is a start. while I was gone to Austin my yard grew up to waist high. and the riding lawn mower was broke. My son came today and mowed my yard so while I sit here on my computer at the kitchen table I can see a freshly cut yard. This was a thron in my side because it was just one more thing I could not do. I could not take care of it.
My friend who said they knew how to put down the sewer line called today. i told her about what she did and she told me well did you tell him to go to H---? I was shocked. This was my fault, why would I be angry with him? He has every right to be up set. And want it fixed. All she had to say was well what are you going to do? Which this is find she has always been that way. But I still love her.
I really did not except anything more out of her.
And my car, well I called the man and told him about everything. He told me he understood. My son kept his word and he paid the notes on my car friday that he was suppose to pay. so my car is now caught up too.
all these things started happening thursday evennoon and into friday. I was waiting to see if there would be something more I could tell yall about the sewer. But I will just have to give another praise report when the answer is revealed on that!
I have felt the pressure let up greatly but the devil has been harassing me about the sewer trying to make me worry. It has been like every other hour that pops into my head, what are you going to do about it.
Well the Holy Spirit revealed something to me just shortly ago.
everytime I think about the sewer, praise God for the reminder that he is in control and it is finished! He will and has already made the plans on the sewer problem to be solve, Praise God! So that is what I am doing.
Also the man that owes the land lives in Mo. so he has to drive here from there. i asked God to bless him and prosper him so much in his business that he would be so busy that he did not have time to worry about down here. Which would give more time to solve the sewer problem. either way it will be taken care of.
I also have applied for a program called dads, it is where my mother's medicaid pays for a caregiver which is me. Please keep this in your prayers that this will work out as well. That way I will be able to focus on my mama and still be able to pay my bills.
My God bless each of you wonder people. Thank you again for your prayers.
your sister in Jesus Christ
sandrad
you. God is good all the time...even when the ride is rough...He is still in control.
What wonderful news.
