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I'd never commit suicide frankly because i am too much of a coward but sometimes I romanticise death and love sleeping for long periods of time.

Guilt is good for long enough to get you to change your behavior. Jesus died for your sins to wash away not only your sin but the guilt from your sin.

IF you will accept the atonement of Christ, then you are forgiven. Now and forever.

Satan uses our past sins and indiscretions to keep us from God. This ongoing guilt is keeping you from God. Satan will continue to throw it at you.

He does that with anything. He does it to me with rather trivial things at times. Anything to get us distracted, unhappy and away from God.

Accept the blood of Jesus.

David murdered a man to get his wife. Paul consented, signed the papers, for the death of early Christians. Jesus SAVES. Jesus forgives.

Accept the forgiveness. Once he has forgiven, he has forgotten. As far as the east is from the west he removes your sin.

Accept the forgiveness that Jesus died to give you. And he not only died, he was beaten and disgraced to allow you to release this junk. Let it go. You cannot take it back. Walk up to Jesus and embrace him. Know he loves YOU. You, just as you are. AS you are.

And also, Satan is keeping you from being the mother you were meant to be. Don't let him. Praise God repeatedly whenever this guilt comes on you. Sing Christian songs. Thank Jesus over and over.

And you will be better. But you have to be faithful to the praise. Because the memories and guilt attacks will come. But they are coming from Satan. Not God.

Hugs.

oh my,
Thankyou so much for your words I have never tried that I would just let it drag me down into torment and pain.
I will speak HIS name upon this pain I will rebuke it.
I am so tired but I will try.
Thankyou sis

I find that praise is usually more effective than rebuke. Maybe a quick rebuke. But use a much larger dose of praise. Thank you Jesus I am forgiven. Thank you Jesus I am loved. Thank you Jesus I am as white as snow. Praise the Lord. Praise Jesus.