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Hi
I am not sure what to write here but jut going to write how I feel sometimes.
Sometimes I feel frustrated and confused asking God why something's happen to me and how can I fix them.
Then there are times I feel like a kid hiding from things, wondering where to go and what to say. I pray that one day I will be able to feel like I am going on the right track. I'm not giving up but I do wish that I could feel okay again and know that everything will be okay. Sometimes I feel everything at the same time angry, hate, revenge, frustration, and sad.
Ever since I went to see a school counselor about something for school and it end up on another way, I haven't been the same. I worry a lot more, I'm afraid of things I wasn't afraid of before and I am just angry about it, very upset.
I wish I could change it turn back the hands of time and delete everything that has happened in the last month.

I know everything happened for a reason but I am hurting so bad After this happened and I can't seem to get it out my head.
I just want to be free and forget this happened and know that God love me and is taking care of me. I want that peace I had before all this happened to me.
I really wish I could really tell someone how I feel and how this as affected me in so many ways now. I don't know who to trust any more I'm afraid they might just push me under the bus ands I feel like some people know too much about me and is using it against me to make me feel bad about things, but inspite all of that I still mange to stay strong by the grace of God.
I just need some help please
Anyone who understands
Thanks for listening.

I am new here and just reading around here to feel things out . I to get afraid to tell people things but feel here no one would know me so maybe the best place for now...but really , the devil doesn't want us to get help. He knows then we will become more powerful and it is thru God that we will truly find our answers.. As long as we live in fear it like our own prison that we put our self in . So we really need to stop worrying about what other people will think an just DO what we feel God wants us to do..Sounds easy but for me it is hard so really need to pray and pray some more over this....Praying for you Overwhelmed ! God Loves us even when others don't and he is the one we need to please...have a blessed day