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Posted: **Mon Apr 11, 2011 2:45 pm**

I feel so desperate to feel better. I exposed myself to the occult(unaware) 9 yrs. ago. ever since then the enemy will not let me go. I am so confused and scared and angry. I have done everything I know to do and for some reason God still will not take away the thoughts and feelings of being lost forever and un-forgiven. Every day I have thoughts that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit and that is why I am being tormented. I just want to give up.....Steve :cry:

Posted: **Sun Apr 17, 2011 12:39 pm**

Dear brother, don't give up! I know where you are coming from for years,I've been in that battle. Satan wants you to stay there, not God, so he is feeding you these lies about the decisions you've made as a way to keep you from your Savior. God wants you to come to Him and to do so, you got to give those feelings to Him on a daily basis from the time you wake up until the time you go to bed for He wants to hear from you. Believe me, it's a battle for those thoughts are going to be there; however, when you pray to Him and thank Him for everything He's done in your life, those thoughts will come far and between. You must let it go and allow Him in your heart for as we know, His Son Jesus died on the cross for all of us to live and because of that Satan will do anything to take that away. Do you read your Bible on a daily basis? If so, then you will know that God won't torment you, Satan is. So for that, pray and He will help you through those situations. It won't be an immediate thing but within time you will see the greatness God has to offer for He loves you very much. Don't give up and don't worry, He sees your heart and the Holy Spirit sees it too, otherwise, you wouldn't be on here. It's His reminder that there are brothers and sisters-in-Christ who will be next to you during this battle showing you His love. You are not alone for He loves you and will be there with you always. Will be praying for you dear brother.

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Posted: **Mon Apr 18, 2011 3:29 am**

akita777 wrote:I feel so desperate to feel better. I exposed myself to the occult(unaware) 9 yrs. ago. ever since then the enemy will not let me go. I am so confused and scared and angry. I have done everything I know to do and for some reason God still will not take away the thoughts and feelings of being lost forever and un-forgiven. Every day I have thoughts that I blasphemed the Holy Spirit and that is why I am being tormented. I just want to give up.....Steve

Hello Steve *Wave*

I wanted to share a link with you to a study about blasphemy of the Holy Ghost.
http://www.christianityoasis.com/Keywor ... Spirit.htm

I pray this helps to clear this up for you.

From my experience one of the enemy of our souls most frequent fight is to get us to not believe in the grace that God offers.

The blood shed on the cross was for you and is enough to cover your sins, daily. Walk in freedom for He died to make you free.

*Cross*