Some Conclusions
Posted: Sun Dec 01, 2013 10:50 pm
Have been contemplating my situation and my habits and undesirable choices. I have come to some conclusions, practical solutions to try to help me stay away from the bad things. I have decided I am turning over my money to my mom and just going to pay out bills and stuff and have no money on me at all. It appears to be the only way I have hope of surviving. God is bigger than any problems I have but I find myself not letting go and thinking I can handle things, in reality I can't. I want a better life. I am tired of all the negative feelings and depression and self beating up I do of myself. I am miserable on my job that's NO EXCUSE. The choices I have been making only makes my situation worse. God has been merciful and has supplied blessings to try to help me stay together and I feel I have spit on him in the face. Idk how this is gonna work, I just know that I no longer can trust myself with any money. Advice is appreciated and I will try hard to put into practice anything anyone feels I am lacking here.
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