6/2
Posted: Fri Jan 30, 2009 6:32 pmYesterday aft/eve I found myself w/a wake-up call with reality.
After spending much of the day, with a certain individual on how dependent they are on certain "issues", places & "things", figured I'd take 5 to clear my head to deal w/my own self. Upon my return , tried to log-in, but couldn't ! ( although I found out the reason later-much later) , I'm going Ok, try again ... & again & again, the more I tried the more I started panicking , to a point where I had to stop & ask myself why was I so afraid ? then it just hit me, how depended I have become on this new friendship that I had form @ OASIS like I had never before in my life ! That I began laughing at myself ! loud enough that my daughter came to the office saying "What's goin on pops ?" I said "Oh nothing, it's just a Fish story, I'm thinking of writing 2morrow" she said "keep me posted will ya"
It is a habit of mine to at the same time I do my sketching, I ask myself little questions, like did I give it my all in everithing put in front of me ? etc. etc. at the end I put my pen down & asked "is this what U want me to do Lord? I still have no clue, but I'm doing it , just in case" "but seeing that you havn't stopped me yet, I'll take it as a yes"
So here I am, in typing class !!
Checkin up on the "progress" our new friend in another forum and not seeng any, decided to reply and in the process I find myself using no uncertain terms & kinda using language we--ll only a person in their state of mind would understand, how's that? Just when it was time to submit it the system started actin-out again (it takes longer than usual) so I decide to copy it, just in case right?
So the sys goes out again only this time I was calmer but nevertheless, still telling myself, may b this is not what God wants me to do today, or may b its b cause I used too harh of words Ladida . Ok , bookmark - step 6 and the title goes ORDAINED !!! HAH !
WHO ME ?
Isaiah 6:5-9 Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips .....
WHY NOT ?
Isaiah 6:5-9
.....for mine eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts. -
1st, in other people, then, by them passing it on to me, mine also .
After spending much of the day, with a certain individual on how dependent they are on certain "issues", places & "things", figured I'd take 5 to clear my head to deal w/my own self. Upon my return , tried to log-in, but couldn't ! ( although I found out the reason later-much later) , I'm going Ok, try again ... & again & again, the more I tried the more I started panicking , to a point where I had to stop & ask myself why was I so afraid ? then it just hit me, how depended I have become on this new friendship that I had form @ OASIS like I had never before in my life ! That I began laughing at myself ! loud enough that my daughter came to the office saying "What's goin on pops ?" I said "Oh nothing, it's just a Fish story, I'm thinking of writing 2morrow" she said "keep me posted will ya"
It is a habit of mine to at the same time I do my sketching, I ask myself little questions, like did I give it my all in everithing put in front of me ? etc. etc. at the end I put my pen down & asked "is this what U want me to do Lord? I still have no clue, but I'm doing it , just in case" "but seeing that you havn't stopped me yet, I'll take it as a yes"
So here I am, in typing class !!
Checkin up on the "progress" our new friend in another forum and not seeng any, decided to reply and in the process I find myself using no uncertain terms & kinda using language we--ll only a person in their state of mind would understand, how's that? Just when it was time to submit it the system started actin-out again (it takes longer than usual) so I decide to copy it, just in case right?
So the sys goes out again only this time I was calmer but nevertheless, still telling myself, may b this is not what God wants me to do today, or may b its b cause I used too harh of words Ladida . Ok , bookmark - step 6 and the title goes ORDAINED !!! HAH !
WHO ME ?
Isaiah 6:5-9 Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips .....
WHY NOT ?
Isaiah 6:5-9
.....for mine eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts. -
1st, in other people, then, by them passing it on to me, mine also .