new in this town
Posted: Thu Jan 22, 2009 9:39 pm
Hello everyone,
My name is vahn and I am new in this part of "town" (forum), was just browsing through , "just dropped in just 2 see what condition my condition had been"
I am a recovering alcoholic & by the Grace of God been sober for the past 10 yrs. relying solely on His Grace & Guidance on my day 2 day recovery process that every alcoholic knows will go one 4 the rest of my life . The more I prayed the stronger my reliance on Him became , till the day came ,sorry to say, when I thought " Let me first find out who this Guy realy is b 4 I start taking any drastic actions" yes I doubted Him.
Now, I understand, that this forum is for the ones Called , I may even not belong in here altogether , but some questions I do have . One of them is "What do I do to be ready when I do get called on" b'cause I sure dont want to miss it !!!
See it was nothing but an act of Providance that the obsession w/alcohol was removed from me, I had nothing to do with it, in fact I dont think I even wanted for that to happen, all I wanted to do was to crawl into some pigeon hole & die quietly! Some time later, I found myself asking my sponsor (mentor/adviser). Why me ? he said not you vahn, them , the new guys, He brought u here for them !
10 years later, I find myself browsing OASIS forums and I stumble on this page . It was only after some heavy duty prayer and meditations that I found myself @ OASIS 2 begin with. Now I am asking what if, what to do, how do I prepare, or even if there's any preperation at all ? For the story of my life had Always been " One day my ship will come in" but I was waiting @ the airport.
Let it also be Known that I am fairly new in Christian walk, especially this one , In fact I am still @ step 11 on the 14 day Path.
Like it here , wanna stay here, dont wanna miss a thing >
Thank you in advance,
vahn
My name is vahn and I am new in this part of "town" (forum), was just browsing through , "just dropped in just 2 see what condition my condition had been"
I am a recovering alcoholic & by the Grace of God been sober for the past 10 yrs. relying solely on His Grace & Guidance on my day 2 day recovery process that every alcoholic knows will go one 4 the rest of my life . The more I prayed the stronger my reliance on Him became , till the day came ,sorry to say, when I thought " Let me first find out who this Guy realy is b 4 I start taking any drastic actions" yes I doubted Him.
Now, I understand, that this forum is for the ones Called , I may even not belong in here altogether , but some questions I do have . One of them is "What do I do to be ready when I do get called on" b'cause I sure dont want to miss it !!!
See it was nothing but an act of Providance that the obsession w/alcohol was removed from me, I had nothing to do with it, in fact I dont think I even wanted for that to happen, all I wanted to do was to crawl into some pigeon hole & die quietly! Some time later, I found myself asking my sponsor (mentor/adviser). Why me ? he said not you vahn, them , the new guys, He brought u here for them !
10 years later, I find myself browsing OASIS forums and I stumble on this page . It was only after some heavy duty prayer and meditations that I found myself @ OASIS 2 begin with. Now I am asking what if, what to do, how do I prepare, or even if there's any preperation at all ? For the story of my life had Always been " One day my ship will come in" but I was waiting @ the airport.
Let it also be Known that I am fairly new in Christian walk, especially this one , In fact I am still @ step 11 on the 14 day Path.
Like it here , wanna stay here, dont wanna miss a thing >
Thank you in advance,
vahn