starting over
Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2008 12:46 am
Thanks to Oasis and the new counseling chat study, I am starting the counseling program again.
The first step of FAITH has been reinforced all day for me, I love how God works! The study earlier on childlike faith helped prepare my heart for this step, helped remind me to release all my guilt, fear and suspicion and run to the arms of Jesus like a trusting little child who runs to someone they love.
It has taken so long for me to start believing again that God loves me. But I thank Him for His patience and faithfulness, even when I have been so unfaithful. And I thank Him for using Oasis and all the loving wonderful people here to start moving me to a new place, a better life with Him.
I started with great enthusiasm, fell down, struggled, have felt such highs and lows... But I am learning to believe in God and what He says about me, not what my feelings or problems or other people are telling me from day to day. I want to choose each day to put more faith in His power and His willingness to heal me instead of faith in my ability to fail.
"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." Heb 12:2
The first step of FAITH has been reinforced all day for me, I love how God works! The study earlier on childlike faith helped prepare my heart for this step, helped remind me to release all my guilt, fear and suspicion and run to the arms of Jesus like a trusting little child who runs to someone they love.
It has taken so long for me to start believing again that God loves me. But I thank Him for His patience and faithfulness, even when I have been so unfaithful. And I thank Him for using Oasis and all the loving wonderful people here to start moving me to a new place, a better life with Him.
I started with great enthusiasm, fell down, struggled, have felt such highs and lows... But I am learning to believe in God and what He says about me, not what my feelings or problems or other people are telling me from day to day. I want to choose each day to put more faith in His power and His willingness to heal me instead of faith in my ability to fail.
"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." Heb 12:2