Sunday and stepping stone 3
Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2020 4:06 am
I went to church today with my family for the first time in months, just have been feeling like I don't belong there anymore. Well I must truly admit that despite my anxiety I came away feeling blessed. I have had a good week-end with little thought of being tempted into my sinful behaviors .
When I opened my study tonight onto stone 3 and saw that not much was required of me I was rather excited. Quite like others doing the work, truth be told. I felt an old calm in being retold that nothing I have done can permanently seperate me from God's grace, but I have a hardness of heart thinking about this applying to the person that so wrongly violated my daughter and has caused so much heartache and pain. I cannot get over this and it is this I ponder as I end off for tonight...
When I opened my study tonight onto stone 3 and saw that not much was required of me I was rather excited. Quite like others doing the work, truth be told. I felt an old calm in being retold that nothing I have done can permanently seperate me from God's grace, but I have a hardness of heart thinking about this applying to the person that so wrongly violated my daughter and has caused so much heartache and pain. I cannot get over this and it is this I ponder as I end off for tonight...