Christianity Oasis Forum

[kfox86]

Hey my name is Kenneth and I have a confession to make. So I have a specific sin in my life that I can’t shake. I have a very bad problem with pornography. I know it’s wrong in the sight of the Lord Inalso know that Jesus said to look at a woman to lust over her that that person has commited adultery with her already in his heart. This sin first came about when I was young I was about 7 or 8 and my previous step dad had a porn movie in his closet and I stumbled upon it and that’s where it all started and it went downhill from there. All through high school it got worse and now I’m 32 years old and still face the same urges and struggles with this sin I try to quit and tell the Lord over and over that I’m going to stop but I always fall into the same sin. I wanted to post this as a public journal because I need healing from this evil in my life. I got saved Jan 27,2008 and I thought I’m saved now so this should all just go away now and after that it just got worse and worse. I don’t want this in my life and I feel like I can’t escape this. I want to live for the Lord and this sin is hindering me from moving forward with my life in Christ I feel like it’s draining the life out of me. So there it is my honesty and my confession from the heart all I want is to be free of this.

[dema]

Praying for you.