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Hi everyone . So here Iam again . I have some good news and some bad news but first I just wanna say God bless everyone and I hope you all have been doing great. So here it is... Good news is I completed my virtous woman program and have been doing great for 3 weeks , bad news is, I gave in to alcohol!!! I hate myself for drinking again after doing so good. I know a lot of people can drink and be ok but in my case something bad always happens . Alcohol is not for me. And we'll some more good news , I'm getting back on track again. After crying and praying so much I feel like Jehova God is with me . I have been in a very bad relationship and decided to end it and get away so I am moving in April which is fantastic !!! . I'm happy to just imagine a new home and a new start away from this evil man who has made me lose my whole identity . I can't understand how Some people are just so evil. I mean wow I gave this man a child and 7 years of my life and all he ever wanted was to ruin my life for no reason at all. The only blame I can take in all of this is that I allowed myself to get involved with him before getting to know him very well. Sorry I had to vent alittle. But on the brighter side is that I'm still bueatiful young and healthy and I still have my sanity. I love Jehova God . At the age of 32 I guess I can truly say that I never expierenced being loved truely loved by a man . But they say 3rd times a charm so I will just concentrate on improving myself and leave it all in gods hands . Well I will see which other bible study I can take advantage here and give it my all. Oh and one more thing. I have decided to go to counseling . One on one private counseling to help with my problems which is great . So counseling and moving and with the bueatiful almighty Jehova God I know that I can have a better future. Iam gonna sleep great tonight just thinking of all of these wonderful things that are to come for me. So have a great night everyone God bless and see u again tommorow .

[dema]

Counseling is wonderful with the right counselor. If you don't feel at home with your counselor, it is okay to try again with a different one.

Learning to be alone long enough to find the right mate can be hard. It is important though. And knowing him first is important. Please don't get married just to have sex without guilt.

I'm glad you see that you have a problem with alcohol. I hope you have been strong and given it up again.

God bless.