Christianity Oasis Forum

[dantyriverside]

Ok so I am doing the healing path and decided to do my journal at home instead of online but I had to post this. I am so frustrated. I am doing the healing path and I feel like it is the same as the Cool Christian Counseling that I have done before. Maybe it is maybe it isnt. Humblevisitor says that if it is, God must want me to learn something from this path. I am screaming UGGGGHHHH! I want new stuff! I dont know why I am fighting this so much, when the CCC helped me tremendously before. Please pray for me that I may stop struggleing with this and continue on with this path as I know I should. May God Bless You.


danty

[deborahwarrior4god]

Prayers for you! may you find the insight you are searching for!

[vahn]

Hello Danty

This , Spiritual walk of ours , is not a one-shot deal (as I myself used to think as well) , I went thorough the CCCC steps more than once , and still try to practice them on a daily basis .... the same exact way I put to practice my 12 step principles , which , from my stand point are just about the same .

I totally understand the "frustration" , weird as it may sound , it is good that we get frustrated , for , we may not feel or know it now , but it is a sure sign of growth .... growing pains , if you would .


Keep up the good work .

Luv ya
In Christ , our Lord
vahn

[dantyriverside]

deb thank you for your support and prayers they are much needed.


vahn I guess that is what I am looking for a vaccine if you will. I want to be healed already like ripping off a band aid not peeling an onion. I'll keep plugging away... Thanks for your support.

God Bless Yall

luvs
danty

[popples]

Praise God he has given you and me this site to come too, when we dont know somthing or just want advice.
I have to say this.....First God loves you. Second the answers I recieve from here (Oasis) is defenitly guided by the Holly Spirit and thirdly Jesus gave us the chance to change because he died for us.

I said in a prayer before I wrote this well God, why am I faceing this repetitive stuff everyday....Ive done this before, Ive too done the same study about you its all seeming the same "He said my child you forgot the FULLSTOP in the first study" "the COMMA" in the second "and the QUESTION MARK in the third"


I pray hon you understand me because this is what just came to my heart after reading what you asked...


love and blessings
Gwen

[vahn]

Danty my dear sister

Upon readig you post , I couldn't help it but smile , (see ? , who said our efforts go without benefits , even when we think we are "failing" , it is working on others.... it put a smile on my face , now that can't be all-bad , can it ?)

Speakin of myself , whenever I saw something that I liked , I immediately wanted it to be in my posession ... immediatly ! . Yep , the good ole addage , I want it , I want it all , and , I want it NOW . So , quite naturally (for me anyways) , without even reaching in my pocket to see how much money is in there , I immediately set out to plotting out schemes and plans on how to to "get" this ... immediately ! Off the shelf comes the mental-planning calculator and start punching some numbers ... 30 here , 20 there , 40 from somewhere else and .... 10 from my pocket ! There !!! 100% right ? .... Uh Ohhh .... Back to the drawing board ....Ok , lessee . Calculation , check . Calculator , check . Plan (mine) , check . So where is it ??? .... "vahn , you can't buy a 100 dollar item with 10 " ... But ... but ...

So , comes Mr Got-it-all , and starts telling me how he got his , and says ... "Installment plan" ... oh , what does he know , and I ask another , and he says "Lay-away" .... Pffftt , .. NEXTTT ! , "I waited till they went down with the prices" .... No , no , NOOO , you guys are NOT getting this right " .

Ok , so , maybe these guys ARE not getting it "right" ... but regardless , they GOT it ! ...I , on the other hand dint get it at ALL . WHY ?

Funny thing , ever notice ? , whenever we ask the question "why" , that question mark has a way of looking like a lightbulb ? ... Or , at least half of it ?

I need to ask myself but one question , "What's stopping me " .


Luv ya
In Christ , our Lord
vahn

P.S. Whenever we rip a bandaid off , especially before complete healing , the bandaid takes the protective scab off with it and opens the wound once again... back to the drawing board.

[dantyriverside]

Thank you popples. The fact that you replied to my post shows how much you have grown in Christ. So I want to say thank you and WOOO HOOO!! Keep up the good work. I really appreciate your support.


Vahn thank you for you analogy, and you so described me. I want it and I want it now! If I see it I will figure out a way to get it. I will plan and use my calculator until I see numbers in my sleep until I figure out a way to get it NOW! I guess the phrase all good things come to those who wait is gonna be something I have to learn.


I do wanna report that I got out a notebook today to start my miracle grow chart tomorrow. So I am takeing this more serious than I had originally planned thanks to yalls support and encouragement.

[popples]

im here whenever you want