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i remember when i first surrendered to god i was so embarrased and ashamed of the things i did and the thoughts i had when i was younger. Sometimes i look back and think "why would i do that?" "what was i thinking!" because ever since GOD has came in my life im so different and i would not even have the heart to do certain things i did. Sometimes i think its because of anger revenge frustration and confusion that i did what i did. I never understood how "LOVE" would help me. I would see my friends talking about others, my father playing with different women, people lying to one another and that put my guards up because i did not want that to happen to me and i now have extreme trust issues. I use to have a love hate feeling for humans but now since iam more knowlegdable about god and evil i now know its not humans but the devil. I just wish i can help people and let them see and understand what i understand but its hard because everyone experiences things differently and interprets life differently, but i have faith that god can make anything possible it just breaks my heart to see that people can loose faith in him it irrates, and disgust me how satan is doing a good job deceieving people! i mean its crazy! its like people are like robots and blind and when someone talks about god all of a sudden they are crazy! i was once deceieved and blinded but i alwasy in my heart believed in god and little by little i was hungry to learn more about him, but some dont have the hunger i had..so i want to know how can i help people that are blind into the devils deceptions into seeing the TRUTH.

Such is the heart of Jesus. When you read the books of the gospel, and the epistles Paul and others wrote (through the insiration of the Holy Spirit) the disciples and Jesus felt the same way. Sister in Jesus, pray that He would lead you. Ask the Holy Spirit to give you the words to those He would lead to you..or you, to them. If He opens the door for you to minister to someone, He will give you the words to say. We plant seeds, He grows them. I hear your heart breaking for the lost...mine does as well..and for the hurting...mine does too. There are forums here the Lord may be leading you to to reply to someone who is seeking. Pray about this, and He will lead you. Its His love..His heart...His mercy and grace He wants to give..and show through you. He is faithful. Follow where He leads. Many are many called and few chosen...because some will choose not to seek and minister to the lost. God bless you on your path in His calling.


Heres a link to a 14 day study I think you may be very interested in:

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Praying for you.

In Jesus,
love momo