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I think, no wait I know the past few months was the lowest I have ever felt in my life. Feeling so alone and experiencing so many lows it is not even funny. I think today I have gotten to a new low and I cant go on like this anymore. I put up a front that I am this strong lady, but I am dying inside. If I don't change myself, I honestly am not gone make it. I pray to God, I cry to him to please help me. I don't want to feel so sad and alone anymore. I want to talk to someone, and I want to be my old self again. But it is hard when one is trying to do it alone. It feels like I am moving one step forward and 5 back.

You are heading in the right direction sister by being here and doing the steps. You are not alone because God is with you .....even when you don't feel it..... and we are here too. Keep working on the steps they do help and keep praying and seeking Gods love. HE is going to get you through the times of hurt. Come fellowship with us in chat when you are lonely.

Hi maddy...you've taken the first step...and that's the most important step. Now you just need to maintain the daily walk of healing with God. He's got a plan to help you...and He wants you to not feel alone...but to feel His presence surrounding you continually...He is always there with you....reach out to Him...and He will be reaching back.



Take care and God Bless

I am glad to find others on here that are so willing to help me in my time of need. I too have started on day 1, and I look forward to getting my life back on track. Believe me, it will get better if you have faith and you trust in God. I know that I will and I know that it will get better. But how much damaged have I cost? I know that when God forgives us, sometimes we still have to live with some of the actions we took, but I take ease that God is there with me. I know God is there with me.