Hello John
God bless you this day.
We are told in The Word not to walk in fear.
Matthew 10:26-28
26Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.
27What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.
28And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.
As everyone else has said -- Go to God, confess everything including fear and believe that He will make the path straight and the answers evident.
When dealing with things from our past, even if we were in the wrong, His will for us is always the best, even in the correction.
Psalm 103:10-11
10He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities.
11For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him.
I'm lifting you up in prayer to our Lord. God's blessed will be done.
God bless and keep you.
In His love,
Sister Mack