The Path day one
Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 5:47 am
Today i start my 14 day healin process on june 11th i was given advice to do this program it wasnt until this mornin i felt like i really needed this program. I always felt like jus prayin and havin some kind of belief in God would bring me to my salvation it took the worst nightmare i ever had to realize different i will share my nightmare but let me tell you about me and what Im goin thru. Im sure most of my friends on here read my poems and blogs so ya pretty much kno what im goin thru fo those that are not familiar with me i would like to share with you that at this present moment i feel like my world has crashed. The woman of my dreams my best friend here on earth the mother of my kids and the person i spent 8yrs of my life with has left me. At the moment i dont know how to handle this i do know that my situation was brought on myself i hurt this woman so bad and i regret it everyday. Now i find myself lost needin direction i never really been the church goin man but i always have love god. Now im tryin to get to know my father personality build a relationship with him. So i can better myself as man,as a father, and a husband. It wont be easy but i know havin faith in my father all things is possible.
I ask for ya to keep me in your prayers and to help me thru this journey as i will be here for you.. today the devil appeared in my dream and scared me half to death but he will not succeed on takin my soul fo my soul belongs to my father GOD!!!
I ask for ya to keep me in your prayers and to help me thru this journey as i will be here for you.. today the devil appeared in my dream and scared me half to death but he will not succeed on takin my soul fo my soul belongs to my father GOD!!!