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I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real
But pain really hurts and its really how I feel
Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears
I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears

I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand
You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand
So many promises you made, and more of them broken
Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking
A lot of things I did not say
Now I can't find my way

I feel like a boomerang, you throw me but not only that
Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back
Back to you, back to pain
Nothing has changed your still the same

I can not start over because I don't know where to start
I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart
If we are suppose to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you
Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me to

Psssttt jcruz...you now sometimes I believe we loose something to gain something in return. I want to share a bit of my story with you.

I loved my ex more than anything in this world...he was my everything...and he was first and foremost in my life...despite the fact that his ways were less than honorable...it was my love for him that sustained me and made me breathe each day...but then one day I lost him...lost him to another in fact....but in loosing him I gained something better than I'd ever had...a relationship with Jesus...and I must say over the years my relationship with Jesus has grown into a beautiful love story...and my life has changed so much since I met Him...but if I hadn't lost my ex...I'd have never searched for Jesus...see I thought I didn't need anyone or anything else as long as I had my ex...but once he was taken away...I found out the Truth...and the Truth was I needed my relationship with Jesus more than I needed my own life...I'm thankful now...as I can look back and see what I've gained....make Jesus first in your life jcruz...and He will return the love by blessing you more than you can imagine...and if it's His will...He can even bring back your jonelle...but for now He needs you to grow closer to Him.

Praying for you.

Take care and God Bless

Amen mlg sis.