step 3 - God's Grace
Posted: Sat May 29, 2010 9:26 am
Thank you all for praying me through my weakness last night!!
I got a good look at myself. It was not pretty. It's weird how we can KNOW about God's grace and love. And yet not get it, not understand it. I'm sorry for being so willing to give up when it got too hard, too hurtful. I can't promise it wont happen again, but I will try to be stronger.
I liked this statement: I have no idea why God allows certain things to happen, but regardless of why, it is His Will and perhaps one day we will understand why certain things were allowed to happen.
Until then ... We must trust HIM. this really spoke to me. I have to remember that no matter what comes along I should trust Him.
Father, please break this wall around my heart that I may see You and Your TRUTH, not mine or my perception of it! Make fertile for the truth seeds that need to go in. Make me stronger. Forgive me for my weakness, my unbelief, my untrusting heart and mind. Restore me Lord. Thank you for not giving up me though I gave up on You. Thank you for loving me enough, to bring me through trials and situations that make me stronger in YOU! I love you Lord. In Jesus name, Amen
I got a good look at myself. It was not pretty. It's weird how we can KNOW about God's grace and love. And yet not get it, not understand it. I'm sorry for being so willing to give up when it got too hard, too hurtful. I can't promise it wont happen again, but I will try to be stronger.
I liked this statement: I have no idea why God allows certain things to happen, but regardless of why, it is His Will and perhaps one day we will understand why certain things were allowed to happen.
Until then ... We must trust HIM. this really spoke to me. I have to remember that no matter what comes along I should trust Him.
Father, please break this wall around my heart that I may see You and Your TRUTH, not mine or my perception of it! Make fertile for the truth seeds that need to go in. Make me stronger. Forgive me for my weakness, my unbelief, my untrusting heart and mind. Restore me Lord. Thank you for not giving up me though I gave up on You. Thank you for loving me enough, to bring me through trials and situations that make me stronger in YOU! I love you Lord. In Jesus name, Amen