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glory be to GOD who is the head of my life! i have known HIM for so long, yet i feel like we just met! after an agonizing heartbreak regarding a church and leadership, i felt so unworthy of HIM. i felt like GOD really didn't want me because i wasn't good enough, wasn't righteous enough, i wasn't salvation material. i only partially survived that devestation. part of me was dead.
i never rededicated to the gospel as i had then. i felt like i had given my all and i was rejected. several years later, i was crying out in the spirit and later i found that my spirit was crying "i'm unworthy."
but now i know that's where is grace comes in. i can't earn HIS love, or salvation, or merit HIS forgiveness in any way.
my biggest scar from such a deep wound is trusting again. not trusting GOD, but trusting in other people and in my calling. i don't know where HE wants to lead, but i know i want to follow.
i know the HOLY SPIRIT is transforming more now than ever before.
i am so excited about where HE'S leading and taking me.
my heart's desire is to become part of a small bible study/prayer group here in belleville illinois that is rooted in brotherly love and deeply connected to on another.
also, i look forward to my friends here!
thanks for all the support.

His grace is sufficient for us....we often look for something more...a way to atone for our own sins...a way to right the wrongs we have done...when in reality all we truly have to do is accept God's grace...what beautiful freedom He offers to us....we are so blessed with His gift of grace

It's great to see you excited to see where God will be leading you...life with God is an adventure...and the more you step out following Him...the more He will reveal to you...and the more doors He will open for you to walk through...just make sure to walk through all the doors as not to miss any part of the trip.

I'm happy for you sis...your doing great.

luv ya

Excited for you as well!!!

Glad to have you here.

May God bless and keep you.