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Hello rie dawg

May God's All-Loving blessings be bestowed upon you this day .
Welcome to CCCC . I'm glad you decided to go through these steps .

I see a lot of unnecessary burden you've been carrying around for a while and it is now turning on you . It seems you're blaming yourself for all the "abandonments" as you call them , but the truth is God will never do that , He doesn't play that game .

You say

i dont know how to deal with this stuff and it all reminds me ...

Well , no one was born with a built in owner's manual that we can just whip up and go to the troubleshooting section and go "Ah , there it is !"
No one knows how to deal with situations we haven't gone through before , but we have the Greatest Handbook ever that will show us through Any situation , and that's the Word of God .
By going through these steps you will find out what's blocking the Sunlight , and by recognizing them for what they are you will be able to rid yourself from them and see The Light again .

There will be others coming along to guide you through these steps and share their own experiences with you , I just thought I'd take the time and let you know that these steps really do work , I went through them myself , I would not have said that if I didn't .

Just keep reaching for His ever Loving Hand and He will see you through ALL this , trust me .

I brotherhood of Christ our Lord
vahn

riedawg, Wow seems as if you've been through so much these past few months...but you and I both know that God is with you and has not left you...the thing is that sometimes when we are so caught up in the emotions of hurt and anger, we can't feel God's presence because the emotions are stronger and more overwhelming. But Just know He is there...and He is reaching out to you wanting you to know that He does care.

Riedawg it is never easy loosing someone we love and someone we hold dear to us. But, life doesn't end with death sis, and I know you know this. God is Life and when He takes someone out of our lives it's not to hurt us, but because His purpose has to be fulfilled. I bet right now your asking what purpose could He have in taking away my mom...but the answer is this sis...His purpose is to bring Him glory, and that is the reason He created each of us for His glory. So time to begin healing sis, and cherish the memories of your mom forever.

We will all be here for you on this journey sis. Praying for you. There is truly healing in these steps.

luv ya

marie its good to see you here sis

I am so very sorry for your loss little one I can only imagine the pain that comes with losing a parent and the void that follows.

As you walk this journey, God will reveal some bondage breaking Truths to you, that will help you to get to where He wants you to be.

But you must give your devotion and dedication to Him and commit to doing the entire program.

Many want to overcome , but very few want to put in the time and effort it takes to do so.

So give God 14 days, and He will give you the key to freedom.

God bless u sister

hi lil rie, sis. Im so glad you decided to do these steps, sis.

so much of what you have said here reminds me of how i felt when my mom passed. Sis, she was blessed to have you there to take care of and spend her last days here in this life with. I know it wasnt easy, but that was a God given gift..to both of you. One day, you will be able to think about that day and thank the Lord He made it so you could be together through that time. She is now where we are all looking to go.

This anger you feel..i felt the same. The Lord challenged me through that time to seek Who He really is. He will do the same here..just seek, sis. He knows your heart and understands, but He wants to show you some truths.

Im praying for you too, sis. You are not alone in this. Keep going and press in. You will get through this..and you will come out on the other side of it free-er than you imagine. Im also praying for your health and finances. May His perfect will be done in that, too.

in Jesus,
love ya sis
momo

rie!

you have been through so much i just wanna give u a big ole


love ya girl and know that God is with ya every step of the way!


Gbu and u are in my prayers

♥Jill