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journal day 3

PostPosted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 12:50 pm
by Guest
Todays step was another good one, I am really relating to these more than I thought I would. When I was in my twentys I got married and had three wonderful children. We went to church twice on Sunday and did Bible studys together. But then something happened to test my faith and I failed badly next then I know I am divorced and in a bad state of mind(drugs alcohol, sexual immorality) and I blamed God. I finally realized that it wasn't his fault I chosed to do the things I did. I have always felt a tug in my soul that I believe was from God to come back but I ignored it for to many years. Over the last two years I been trying my best to Live for God again., but I knew something was still wrong because I still have problems with things going wrong so I drink and still tempted to look at porn. I now belive that I have been letting the thoughts that tell me that God will not forgive and my diffulculty in forging myself have been getting in the way. I really Love the Lord. Today I am going to forgive myself for the things I've done and banish the thought that tells me I am not forgiven. Thank You Father Thank You Jesus. *Pray* Thank You Christianity Oasis

PostPosted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 1:23 pm
by Tam
YAY bluebird......you are going to forgive yourself today . What a wonderful step to take. We are one of the hardest people to forgive us. I am so proud of you for pressing in and realizing that is a step that you need to take. Keep on keeping on and Let Go and Let God.
Tam

PostPosted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 1:52 pm
by Dora
God bless you bluebird.
Keep up the good fight bro.
Sending up prayers for you. *Pray*
You are doing terrific in this.
It's wonderful to watch the Lord leading you.

PostPosted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 1:56 pm
by mlg
Bluebird, aren't these steps wonderful? So, you suffer from a sinful flesh, just like many of us do. The way to fight the temptations of the flesh are found in God and His strength. Yes you have fallen, and will fall again, but you now know that God is a forgiven God. Repent and get up and get back to it. He will even offer you a hand to help you back up. Just grab hold.

We also have a forum here called SOS. It is a forum for those who suffer from addictions to sexual sins. You might want to sign up and check it out.

luv ya