need help and encouragement
Posted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 11:46 am
Hi All,
I just need some help and encouragement to do the the right things in my life.
To make a long story short, I am trying to do things God's way now. I have lots of problems (most caused by my own stupid decisions) but I know God can help me get through them.
It is just so hard cuz the enemy is putting up roadblocks in every area in my life.
For instance, I have no job, no money and no health insurance and all anyone can tell me is to lie to the ppl here so they will help me. Well, I have to be honest, in the past I did that, but inside I felt horrible about it even though I would tell myself that everyone does it. I know that is horrible and I have prayed forgiveness. But I don't want to do that anymore. I believe I shouldn't have to break that commandment for God to help me with these problems. I have even told my own mom that I don't believe lying to these health program ppl is right. It is just so hard cuz every door to my help is closing in on me. Meanwhile, I wait on the Lord to come to my rescue.
Please stand with me so I won't give into the sins and that I will wait on Him and His perfect answer to these tough problems.
Thank you my friends,
Tracy
I just need some help and encouragement to do the the right things in my life.
To make a long story short, I am trying to do things God's way now. I have lots of problems (most caused by my own stupid decisions) but I know God can help me get through them.
It is just so hard cuz the enemy is putting up roadblocks in every area in my life.
For instance, I have no job, no money and no health insurance and all anyone can tell me is to lie to the ppl here so they will help me. Well, I have to be honest, in the past I did that, but inside I felt horrible about it even though I would tell myself that everyone does it. I know that is horrible and I have prayed forgiveness. But I don't want to do that anymore. I believe I shouldn't have to break that commandment for God to help me with these problems. I have even told my own mom that I don't believe lying to these health program ppl is right. It is just so hard cuz every door to my help is closing in on me. Meanwhile, I wait on the Lord to come to my rescue.
Please stand with me so I won't give into the sins and that I will wait on Him and His perfect answer to these tough problems.
Thank you my friends,
Tracy