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Hello dear brothers and sisters in christ my name is Angelica and I have a problem that I don't understand. All I can do is explain what happens to me. First I love to read romance books when I read these books I get so much into them that I start to fantasize that I am in this world. In this world I become the heroine, the star and I make the characters do what I want them to do. While I am fantasizing I am also listening to worldly music. In my mind I recreate the whole romance novel with me as the star. Also when the romance novel has a love scene I stop the fantasy and go into pornography. I will get on my computer and look for women being sexually abuse by men. I have become aware that the pornography has become more and more worst. I look at porn of men with men. When I am not saf with pictures I read about rape. At the end when I feel satisfy I start all over again. Read the romance novel = fantasy=love scene= pornography= rape. And while I am doing all these things
I can't face God because its three days with God reading the bible prying, but than I start the fantasy all over. I just don't understand can anyone out there help me.

angelafaith55


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Location: us
Marital Status: Single

Hi Angelafaith,

First of all burn all those romance books. I say burn cause you don't want anyone else picking them up and reading them. The books have given the devil an entry point to your mind, once you invite the devil inside he will lead you to immorality. Rebuke the devil, and invite the Holy Spirit instead. Pray that God will restore your mind and heart. Read more of the gospel , for it comes to us in power and in the Holy Spirit.
Go to christian stores, there are some wonderful books there to read. Resist the devil and He will flee.

http://www.christianityoasis.com/Keyword/FirstLove.htm

There are some wonderful studies here to read, go to map site, then if you click on christian studies you have some awesome studies there.
Surrender to Jesus, pray for forgiveness and invite the Holy Spirit into your life.
Be careful who you invite in your your mind and heart, the wrong choice will cost you your life.

Praying that if you choose Christ, that the Lord will strengthen you as you overcome the devils schemes.

God bless