Hello ElsieJo
God bless you this day, and welcome to Christianity Oasis.
I'm glad that you have responded to God's call to you. He did guide you here. God is Good!!!
There is a blessed study on this site entitled "COOL Confidential Christian Counseling" or CCCC for short. It is a 14 Day Study, and it really helps us get into God's Word. Jesus is The Word and The Word will set you free. Here is the link to the CCCC Study:
http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htmEven though you may have wandered a bit the last 2 years, God is still there and He wants to re-ignite the relationship between the two of you. Even though Christians still live in their temporary body (while here on this earth), we can also learn to live in our eternal life given us by God through the bloodshed of Christ Jesus.
John 17:3 And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.
He is willing; therefore, if you are willing, also, there is much to look forward to.
When I first came to this site 8 1/2 years ago, I was also in that place where it's difficult to be hopeful. God has been faithful and He continues to help me to walk in faithfulness to Him and His blessed Word. God is Good!!! The CCCC Study and all the other blessed studies on this site have helped me in this faith walk. Each of the studies have their foundation on God's Word, and they were Holy Spirit inspired.
ElsieJo, it's a tough world out there with lots of challenges and temptations. We can't do it alone, we NEED The Lord. I am excited for you, ElsieJo, because I know what The Lord has done in my own life, how He has given me HOPE, purpose, pure passion for Him, and the fire that He stoked inside of me cannot be extinguished as long as I hold onto Him.
Hold tight to Him, ElsieJo. He loves you so very much.
Prayers are rising to our Lord in the name of Jesus on your behalf. May God's blessed and perfect will be done.
God bless and keep you.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack