well today it a bit overwhelming day.. im in the library right now.. and im
talking to a friend thru ym, our convo below.
friend: hi, how are u
sweetlittleangel:hello
friend:hi
sweetlittleangel:im at my campus
friend:ooh ok
sweetlittleangel: library u?
friend:i'm at home now
sweetlittleangel:i see, i didnt sleep at all since last nite. struggling to get my proposal done.
friend:aw. i hope u do your best and hhope it gets done soon
sweetlittleangel:yeah thank you, im going to meet my supervisor in the afternoon,he want to see my proposal. scurr, i didnt see him for quite a bit.
friend:oh, hide from him hehe
sweetlittleangel:no way, have to. but he is good. like a father.
friend:oh ok
sweetlittleangel:im the one bad girl i think. keep delaying my work hu hu
friend:aw. just keep typing
sweetlittleangel:thank you, sowwy im a bit overwhelmed today
friend : it is ok, i am like that too. when i have things to get done so soon
sweetlittleangel:yeah, its just that why i found it so hard earlier. but then last few days i just got what i supposed to do. really i didnt get the point the other day. but now i do..and im a bit late. the semester is almost over now and im just at the beginning
friend:wow
sweetlittleangel:and i found i blamed myself a lot today. yeah, me is lazy girl right..?or lacking of discipline..woaaa..i
friend:
no. i do the same thing. i just say ...i'll do it later ..
sweetlittleangel:aww, i do it most of the time. u are taking degree right?
friend: i am doing general education , i dont know what i want right now
sweetlittleangel:awww..i totally understand what u say..becoz i really dun want to be at my uni lately..i just want to escape..and i was thinking..what was i thinking by accepting the offer to enter uni the other day..just to stuck myself at one place for long time..with small progression..6 years..all in uni..but then my eyes was opened these few days..all this while whats really makes me truly happy..was to make someone else happy..means..to do something for God..wait how can i..messed up here and there..bruising. then i heard..watch, He will work out in ur life.
friend:oh, it is ok ....if u dont know what u want to do, you can just do what u like and maybe what you want to do with come to u ..dont need to be in a hurry
sweetlittleangel:ok thank you. yes u re right no need to rush. God is in control and im trusting Him really! me sowwy for being impatience. it just a test of faith
friend: thatts good, you are better than i am
sweetlittleangel:maybe i can make it as my testimony in future or to feel for others where i had been. so tht i can help them better.
like..we have to see more deeper than we saw with our eyes
seeing with faith..
wow i can believe i said that..
it just come of my mouth..
friend: hehe dont worry how u said it, its good
sweetlittleangel:really?
friend:yah
sweetlittleangel:amen, maybe its from the Holy Spirit within
and the enemy try really hard to get me down
we are in the middle of spiritual walfare..
friend:yeah
sweetlittleangel:woo that scurr
friend:mm, yeah
sweetlittleangel: how the enemy wud laugh if i buy his lies.
funny
but its so true
friend: yeah, u are smart
Me:lol no, just a wisdom from Him.
p/s Jcsssss i saw ur post on the 13 March 2009 and also Friday O.O cool! cept the Nov