People with addictions are unable or unwilling, during their addiction, to live in the present. The result is that they/we live in a constant state of remorse and fear because of their/our unholy past and its morbid attraction, or the uncertain future and its vague forebodings. So the only Real hope for the addicted person is to face the present. Now is the time. Now is ours. The past is beyond recall. The future is as uncertain as life itself. Only the now belongs to us.
I must forget the past as much as possible. The past is over and gone forever. Nothing can be done about the pst, except to what restitution I can. i must not carry the burden of my past failures. I must go on in faith. The clouds will clear and and the way will lighten. The past will become less stony with every forward step I take. God has no approach to anything He has healed. I can be made whole and free., even though I have wrecked my life in the past. Remember Jesus words, " Neither do I condemn thee ; go and sin no more.
I pray that I may not carry the burden of the past. Luv ya.