Starting Over
Posted: Sun Nov 03, 2013 9:26 pm
Well, I blew it AGAIN! I did really good for a month and the past two weeks have blown it. I could spend time kicking myself I sunk to a new low. I borrowed money off my brother to score. not a lot was 40.00 but I told him it was for groceries so I lied. I do not like who I am so it is time to start over. Get back on the wagon and take it one step one day at a time. Praying for God to help me through yet again. It's hard to imagine Him not being sick and tired of me. But I have hope that one day I can look back and will have been successful in being who I am supposed to be and clean. that's my hope.