Thought being called as a 1 shot deal
Posted: Sun Nov 08, 2009 11:14 am
One of the most vital misconceptions I held as true for the longest time about the whole "idea" of spirituality - well let me put it this way , Spirit , Master of the Universe , God. - stemmed from one word , CHOSE ! I mean everywhere you look , it's God chose this , He decided on that and so on and so forth . And it seemed to me (at that time(s) ) that people did not or could not do anything unless God chose that they do , say, act or whatever according to His CHOICE . And today , I hold that as ten thousand percent true . However , here's my snag , it saddens me to the very core of my soul , that I had lived with that misconception tattooed in the back of my head all these years , fighting , fussing , and at times down-right defying the idea of God altogether , let alone Him having anything to do with me or any other mere human for that matter , whom He chose to put a little above the animals and bellow His "angels" . With the only difference between man and animal being the ability to think , free will so to speak , (thought precedes will , action) . And because of this "misconception" the idea of instilling His Spirit in man had absolutely eluded me . And for "good" reason(s) .
Here's my "misconception" .
Though I was "brought-up" with what I consider an excellent Scripture based morals , teachings and upbringing in childhood and filled with absolute reverence and awe with His Absolute Divine Excellency , a couple of things happened in my life then , that sent me through a maze of HUH's ?!?! , but .... and I thought ....!?!?! .
As a direct result of my upbringing I looked nowhere else for answers than Scriptures , (for by then I had left home out of guilt -long story-) . Well , in so doing I came upon a verse , or rather a term , that would change the entire course of my life (till now that is) and that "term" was , " The Israelites , God's chosen people " and I went " AHA !! , I am NOT an Israelite , that why !! " .
I cant help it but laugh with sadness at that folly today , for it deprived me of better part of 20 or some years living without God and the rest is history !
I was reluctant to use the parable of the prodigal for fear of being cliche-ed , but regardless , at the end of that hiatus (however that's spelled) I came to the point of , " Wait a minute ! I was living in God's Glory with all His blessings and utmost exhilarations when I was with God , until that is , when calamity struck and God simply vanished from my mind and was miserable from then on until "giving up" on God and been miserable since , with or without God , and look at me now , I'm even more miserable without God than I was with !! . And besides , who are the Israelites anyway !! " .... Back to Scripture hunt !! ...
Weren't they always despised everywhere they went ? Never satisfied ? Always complaining of not having enough ? Forever changing their minds whenever the wind blew ? Forever switching from one god to another going this one , no , that one , here He is , no , there , there He is , "Give us signs , signs , and more signs !! " And all of a sudden , BAM , came the answer . Aren't they the sons of Adam , Caine and Abel as well ? But time and time again our All-Patient Father kept sending us people like Noah , Abraham and so on to the very end of the line , even His own SON , to show us one thing and one thing ONLY , Obedience ! .
No , I am not an Israelite , and I don't think I will ever want to be one ! If they are His "chosen" , maybe He chose them to show us what we would be like if we were to live like them ! , to this very day , as I type their land is still being bombarded , and they a still being frowned at wherever they go , all because they are still disobeying God with their refusal of obeying God and rather wanting God to obey them according to their own misconception of who or what the Messiah should be !
Is being called a one shot deal ?
You betcha , He calls once , its up to me to chose , for He says , " This is what I have for you ! , you do it now , or you do it later , but do it you will , I don't change , you do !! "
This is where I am today , any corrections I may need ? Please let me know , for that is the reason of my post .
Tank you all in advance .
Here's my "misconception" .
Though I was "brought-up" with what I consider an excellent Scripture based morals , teachings and upbringing in childhood and filled with absolute reverence and awe with His Absolute Divine Excellency , a couple of things happened in my life then , that sent me through a maze of HUH's ?!?! , but .... and I thought ....!?!?! .
As a direct result of my upbringing I looked nowhere else for answers than Scriptures , (for by then I had left home out of guilt -long story-) . Well , in so doing I came upon a verse , or rather a term , that would change the entire course of my life (till now that is) and that "term" was , " The Israelites , God's chosen people " and I went " AHA !! , I am NOT an Israelite , that why !! " .
I cant help it but laugh with sadness at that folly today , for it deprived me of better part of 20 or some years living without God and the rest is history !
I was reluctant to use the parable of the prodigal for fear of being cliche-ed , but regardless , at the end of that hiatus (however that's spelled) I came to the point of , " Wait a minute ! I was living in God's Glory with all His blessings and utmost exhilarations when I was with God , until that is , when calamity struck and God simply vanished from my mind and was miserable from then on until "giving up" on God and been miserable since , with or without God , and look at me now , I'm even more miserable without God than I was with !! . And besides , who are the Israelites anyway !! " .... Back to Scripture hunt !! ...
Weren't they always despised everywhere they went ? Never satisfied ? Always complaining of not having enough ? Forever changing their minds whenever the wind blew ? Forever switching from one god to another going this one , no , that one , here He is , no , there , there He is , "Give us signs , signs , and more signs !! " And all of a sudden , BAM , came the answer . Aren't they the sons of Adam , Caine and Abel as well ? But time and time again our All-Patient Father kept sending us people like Noah , Abraham and so on to the very end of the line , even His own SON , to show us one thing and one thing ONLY , Obedience ! .
No , I am not an Israelite , and I don't think I will ever want to be one ! If they are His "chosen" , maybe He chose them to show us what we would be like if we were to live like them ! , to this very day , as I type their land is still being bombarded , and they a still being frowned at wherever they go , all because they are still disobeying God with their refusal of obeying God and rather wanting God to obey them according to their own misconception of who or what the Messiah should be !
Is being called a one shot deal ?
You betcha , He calls once , its up to me to chose , for He says , " This is what I have for you ! , you do it now , or you do it later , but do it you will , I don't change , you do !! "
This is where I am today , any corrections I may need ? Please let me know , for that is the reason of my post .
Tank you all in advance .