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[modelbuilder]

Whew....Yesterday's post took a bit of a toll on me, I am tired. My beautiful wife was impressed with my transparency, I read each post to her before I post it if at all possible. and well knows the toll taken on me when I delve into these thoughts and feelings - I do much better with the thoughts. My thinking on this, transparency, is that if I am going to let God heal me, help myself and possibly help anyone else with what I write then I need to be transparent. I do not think that the Lord would have me be any other way. So if what I write is too much you have my apologies but I must write what I must write. Today's revelation: That child me that I despise so much, well I will not be made whole apart from him as he is a wounded part of me that needs healing. It is a terrible thing to be alone in a room and not being able to stand the company present. A blessed evening and day to you all.

[Mackenaw]

Hello Modelbuilder

God bless you this day.

I am moved by your posts. You are embracing the study and the Word of our Lord, fully -- soaking in it, and it is encouraging to witness. The Lord loves you completely, and His love will impact every part of you.

Thank you, Modelbuilder, for sharing your journal, and the love and blessed revelations The Lord imparts to you.

Prayers continue to rise to our Lord in the name of Jesus on your behalf. God's will be done.

God bless you.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack