Day 1
Posted: Tue Oct 02, 2012 10:10 pm
I just feel so far away and seperated from God these days. I believe...but am so tired and worn out from so much. I have tried my whole life to do what I believed is right...and worked so hard to not hurt anyone if possible. I know of course many times I failed.... Rationally I know God is with us...but I sometimes feel he has truly kicked us out of his view....so much is so hard. spiritually, financially, physically[fear for my disabled vet. husband] Sometimes I wonder what we did[or maybe just me] for him to forget us. I have seen him bless so many of my extended family..and I thank him for this. maybe I just dont trust enough anymore...