Step 1
Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 10:33 pmStepping Stone 1
Not really sure where to start. I have been praying for Gods help with how I feel for quite some time. I don't know if it is me or God but I am still waiting. I feel insignificant most of the time. I feel so scattered in my brain that I think maybe people don't listen to me because I am talking just like how I feel ....scattered. I feel I have no opinion on anything. Sometimes I forget what I have said when i talk and then I think I am being redundant and feel stupid. I feel like my patience is close to running dry especially with my husband. I really don't want to be where I am right now and I am thinking this has got to end. I feel like I want to start all new but as badly as I want to just 'run away' I know that whatever my problem is, it will just follow me wherever I go. So this is where I am now. Trying to find something to help me figure out what my problem is and move on to better things.
Not really sure where to start. I have been praying for Gods help with how I feel for quite some time. I don't know if it is me or God but I am still waiting. I feel insignificant most of the time. I feel so scattered in my brain that I think maybe people don't listen to me because I am talking just like how I feel ....scattered. I feel I have no opinion on anything. Sometimes I forget what I have said when i talk and then I think I am being redundant and feel stupid. I feel like my patience is close to running dry especially with my husband. I really don't want to be where I am right now and I am thinking this has got to end. I feel like I want to start all new but as badly as I want to just 'run away' I know that whatever my problem is, it will just follow me wherever I go. So this is where I am now. Trying to find something to help me figure out what my problem is and move on to better things.